After competition...
Some things shouldn't happen happened. Did it affect our performance? I guess from the results, it did. Eversince then, things can never be the same again. Is it my fault again? It can't be just me right?
What shall I do now?
The initial dilemma seems to be solved by your answer, but it brings a further dilemma...
Am I supposed to wait? Or what?
In a totally confused state...

